ummm...been some time now......actually been real long.....well my frame of mind has definately alleviated from the last time i wrote.......... from dicussing the strage hypothesis that we call " friendship"..... to actually feeling the sweet pleasant breeze they call love.......... now folks if you start thinking that old nodnem has lost his head....your wrong....that happened long back.......

well the feeling for today is one of disbelief and confusion........ heheh...wats new you might take the trouble of asking me?????....well how would you feel if you went out of your way to make the woman of your dreams.....ummm....alright...not exactly dreams...but atleast a temporary fantasy...generated to allay boredom............. well what exactly does one do when she effectively thinks that your crazy about someone else.......well its a real "catch 22"....thats a new word i just picked up the other day.......
relationships are complicated.......... period...

on a day like today...

people say friendship gods greatest gift to mankind........ however is there somekind of a distinction between "good" friends and "bad" friends???..... well for all those who still don't have a clue what i'm talking about...just forget about these two "generic" categories.... i have just discovered a third and pretty weird category--- a "self imposed" friend....this species of friend usually feels that it is most comfortable in your company...it feels it can share it's deepest thoughts...desires..ambitions etc etc with you....sounds perfect does'nt it????....but wait...like always there's a catch......murphy was'nt crazy when he made those laws.....with all the sharing, bonding and camaraderie you realise one simple fact..... i.e your listening and responding...presenting your shoulder to cry on...and the other crap people do while bonding.... oops lost track there...anyways...you realize that...NO one is listening to you!!!!....yes my dear myself.....after listening to 3 hrs of bullshit....i just realised that i might have to listen to 3 more hrs of it........why u would ask??....wel because my so called friend has imposed "itself" and it's sad life onto me....so wat follows is that i'm left feeling like...like....i dunno.....there's no word for it.......... to be contd......

the awakening

one day i woke up....nd it looked like i was born.....ummm....the corniest opening line possible.......well this blog would serve as medium for me to juxtapose my thoughts onto a few unsuspecting readers.......the complexity of my mental state at this very moment cannot easily be articulated into words.....but i will try my best to splash my sarcastic, critique and sometimes even sadistic thoughts onto this canvas.......